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chapter 30

Sandhya pov-

I couldn't believe what he just  said ?
Don't be shocked , instead you should be happy. I am freeing you from everything.
Go back to your home ....he said .
You are not in your senses right now . We will talk about it later .....I said trying to control my tears .

It's just been 45 days since our marriage and here we are talking about Divorce.
He held my hand and pulled me to himself......I am in my complete senses dear wife .

Heyyyy why are you even crying ......your crying days are over now .....you are getting freed from a Devil like me .....No more tears......he said wiping my tears only to let fresh tears roll down my eyes .
Vardhan......ye sab kya bol rahe hai aap .

Shaadi koi majak nahi hoti hai . Ek choti si galti ko kyu itna bada bana rahe hai ......I said and he just laughed.
Baat choti galti ki nahi h Biwi. Baat galat aadmi ki hai. Mei bohot bohot Ganda aadmi hu. Jabse shaadi hui hai tum rooti hi rehti ho .....

Dekha nahi kese Dad , Aakash or baaki sab bol rahe h ......ab itne log galat to nahi ho sakte na .....He said and I shook my head in no while crying ..
But mujhe aapke saath hi rehna hai ....I said cupping his face .

Nahi rehna hai .......tum bhi kaha aati ho mere paas ab . Uss raat bhi nahi aai or phir puchna bhi chod diya ......mei to tumhare liye kaam chod k aaya tha .....
Mene ek din tumse baat nahi ki to tumne bhi mere paas aana band kar diya na ....and it's right too . I am not worth anything.

Amu will leave me one day . She will also think of me as a bad person.....he said with tears in his eyes .
How will I live without her after that ......he sat on the bed taking his head in palms .
I would die without her ....she is the only one who loves me .....what will I do after her ....he said and I cried more seeing him like this.

Nobody is going anywhere. Sab pyar karte hai aapse . Suna aapne .....I said cupping his face but he chuckled with teary eyes .
You don't have to say that to make me feel good . I know the reality....he said lying on the bed with his legs hanging down .

Soon he slept like that only and a tear slid down his eye.
I took his shoes out and somehow pulled his legs up and covered him with a blanket .
I caressed the cut on the side of his lip and he hissed lightly in sleep .
I had never seen him like this ....being so vulnerable .

I shouldn't have stopped talking to him knowing that he was angry at me .
He was slowly changing himself and opening up to me .
If I had tried to cajole him one more night that time ....he definitely would have given up on his anger but I was foolish to choose the other way around .
We made a mountain out of mole hill. I knew about his nature.

I knew this men can be won over,only  with love and care  but still I let the ego come in between and ignored him .
Relationship doesn't work like this . One has to keep calm when other one is angry .

I am sorry .....I whispered kissing his forehead.
I applied a cream on his cut and slept beside him with a resolve to set everything right .

As it's Sunday today.....

I prepared his favourite breakfast and took it to our room knowing that he won't come down to join others.
He was sitting on the couch doing something on his phone .
I kept the breakfast tray in front of him making him look up.

I won't eat .....he denied plainly.
Kyu fast rakha hai Sunday ko ....I asked and he glared at me .
You didn't even  had dinner yesterday so have breakfast atleast....I said calmly sitting beside him .

Worry about yourself and others not me....and why this care all of sudden haan.....he asked .
Ab apne pati ki care mei nahi karungi to aur kon karega .....I said making a plate for him .

Hmmmm intersecting but where was this care in past few days .....tab pati nahi tha kya .... he asked looking away.
I always asked you about food .....I said .
Yes you did and as always I am saying I am hungry so please don't bother yourself.....he said and was about to get up but I held his hand .

Let's don't drag food in between all these ....I said and he  got up jerking my hand away .
I stood in front of the door and locked it as he was about to open it .
Get away !!! He said glaring at me .
I just shook my head trying to be confident although I was hell scared inside .

What are you trying to show all of a sudden , that you care for me , you are worried for me .....he asked gritting his teeth .
I am ....I said .
You don't have to .....and please don't play this wife card with me ....I am done with everything.....he said .
But I am still not done with you ......I said ..
Kyu Kar Rahi  ho ye sab .....he asked coming closer to me .

Kuki mujhe nahi acha lag raha jo bhi humare beech ho raha hai .....It's killing me inside .....I can't live like this .....please  let's end this .

I know you are hurt , disappointed and angry with me ...but assa kab tak chalega Vardhan..... I asked softly touching his cheek and he sighed turning away .
I back hugged him trying not to cry .....At least Amu k liye ....let's get back to normal...I whispered.

He removed my hands from his torso and walked back to the couch again and started eating silently.
I smiled wiping the corner of my eye and sat beside him serving him the coffee .
I also made a plate for myself and started having my breakfast.
He left to study room after breakfast.
Atleast he ate the food and it's was enough to break the ice .

I went downstairs and Maa smiled at me caressing my hair.
Beta I know he is giving you tough time but all I would say is he is not a bad man .
Sab uske against ho jaayege to vo khud ko humse or dur kar lega.

Just be with him and he will surely open up and will mend his ways too ....Maa said with teary eyes and I just hugged her.
I know she is worried about him and I understand her point .

I prepared everything of his liking in the lunch and took Amu with me this time to ask him to join everyone in the dining hall .
Daddyyyyyy........she ran to him and he picked her up in his arms as always kissing all over her face .

A smile appeared on his face as Amu kissed him back and started blabbering.
Amu don't you want to have lunch with your Daddy .....I asked and she nodded .
Daddy Amuu Hungly...she said and he got up with her in his arms and made his way downstairs.

Vihaan smiled at him while Dad didn't say anything.
He sat on his chair as usual with Amu in his arms and I sat beside him .
He looked at me when he saw that everything prepared is of his liking but didn't say anything.
I am happy that things are falling in place slowly .

As I entred our room after lunch he was patting Amu's head as she was sleeping 😴 on his chest .
Bua ji or baaki sab aa rahe hai Dinner p . They have something special to announce.....I said keeping my voice low as Amu was sleeping.
He didn't say anything and I just laid on my side trying to think of something to talk with him .

I looked at him turning sideways and he was looking at the ceiling lost in his thoughts.
Aakash Bhai or aapki kis baat p fight ho gai thi kal ......I asked taking the chance as he won't yell at this moment as Amu was sleeping on his chest .

Tum to badi baate karti ho Vaani se , usse hi puch lo kyu hui thi .....He said taunting me .
I slowly moved towards him and held his hand . He tried to remove his hand but I gripped it tightly taking full advantage of the moment.

Mene kuch bhi nahi kaha hai Vaani Di ko ....Vihaan told Akshita and she told Vaani Di .......I said .

That day also I wanted to come to you but I felt a little awkward to leave all of them like that and come back to room .
I tried to think of many excuses but then I couldn't just say it .....
Agar mujhse ho pata to mei tabhi aa jati aapke paas .... I explained and he looked away.

That day in the office too....I thought I will somehow make it up to you but then everything messed up.
One thing led to other and things got amplified worsening the situation.....I said and slowly running my fingers in his hairs .
I don't like it when you don't talk to me or ignore me . I know you don't like me crying but it's not in my control .

Aapne aap aasu aa jate hai ......I said in a heavy voice .
I closed my eyes and rested my forhead over his .
I left my family and came here for you and Amu only ....aap asa kese soch sakte hai that I don't care about you ....You both are everything to me now ....I confessed emotionally.

I am sorry......he said intertwining our fingers together.
Ye sab pehle bhi bol sakti thi na ,jo aaj bol rahi hai ....he said making me chuckle. Don't laugh now , I know you were giving me attitude all the while....he said .

I just ignored you but you all ganged up on me except my Amu . Only my baby loves me ....he said kissing Amu's head .
But mei aapse atleast khaane ka to puchti thi aap to dekhte bhi nahi the meri taraf .....itna hurt hota tha mujhe ...I said massaging his scalp.

Whatever you will give me , I will return it  with interest....he said closing his eyes .
Acha assi baat hai ....I asked in a challenging tone and he hummed as usual.

I bent down a little and pecked his lips ......I moved away quickly and he looked at me astonished.
Ab .....I asked shyly.

He placed Amu on the bed and hovered over me in an instant making me gasp .
Before I could understand anything he captured my lips for an aggressive and passionate kiss .
He chewed on my lips showing his frustration, hurt , anger and desperation in the kiss .
I let him do whatever he pleases and just massaged his scalp trying to calm him down .


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