Vardhan Pov -

Mummaaa Whn baby will com outtt .....Amu asked her and she chuckled kissing her .
Very soon ..... Sandhya answered .

Will the baby play with me and go to schol too.....Amu asked being curious and Sandhya laughed at her cute queries.

They both continued talking while I was getting ready for the office . It's Saturday Today that means an off for Amu 's school .
Amu ran out as she heard Vihaan calling her .

I was looking around for my watch when she came with my watch in her hand .
Aapne study room mei rakhi thi ...she said .
I took it silently avoiding her .

Today is my appointment...aap aayege saath .....She asked .
I have an important meeting and moreover it's with Vaani so I don't think I need to accompany you . Take maa if you want some company......I said and she nodded .

Aap kab tak mere saath asse rehne vaale hai ....she asked on the verge of crying and I sighed .
Kyu ab tumhe meri har cheej se problem ho rahi hai .....I asked narrowing my eyes and she just shook her head .
Listen to me clearly....you are here just because of my childrens and nothing else ...I will provide you with everything that you want but don't expect anything else from me ...
I said pointing my finger at her and she cried .

You hate me so much now that you don't even want to address me as your wife .....she asked while sobbing and I let out a painful chuckle.

I hate the fact that even after knowing that you don't have 0 percent trust in me and accused me of something I never did on based of an edited video ....I am still talking to you and bearing you just for the sake of my kids .....I gritted out .

I accept...mujhse galti ho gai hai ....I should have trusted you ... believe me even I couldn't digest the fact ki aapne aasa kuch kiya hoga but at that moment I just blurted out those things.....she sobbed holding my arm .

Huhhhh ....not only that moment....even after a day you were trying to find guilt in my eyes and taunting me ......I said clenching my jaws .
But it's ok. I must have not assured you enough to make you trust  me .
Kya kaha tha tumne ki mei manipulate karta hu tumhe .....Haan ....
I have ego issues ....I am very wrong man ...right ...I asked and she shook her head .

Vardhan please .....I know I have made a big mistake....I am begging you for your forgiveness.....You didn't want to see me ....I stayed away for 3 months waiting for you to forgive me call me back to you ....please ab mujhe maaf kar dijiye ....  She said folding her hands and I felt like hugging her to my chest for a  moment.

I couldn't see her like this ...so I just turned my face away . Her tears were my weakness before and even now ....
She has been crying from past 2  days asking for my forgiveness but I just couldn't forget her words and the fact that she lacks trust in me .

But she is pregnant and has entred 8th month . If she continues to take this much stress it will be harmful for her and baby's health .

I can't forgive her but at the same time I can't see her like this too .
I sat on the bed keeping my head in my palm as I felt like my head will just burst out.

Stop crying for God sake !!! I yelled at her extremely frustrated as she was still crying making her flinch .
Come here ....I asked her to sit beside me as I saw her pressing her palm over her mouth to control her sob ..

She sat beside me still hiccuping and wiping her tears . Her face has become pale and her eyes were red and swollen due to crying .
Feets were swollen too .
No matter what she has done ..but this heart still craves for her ...loves her and it pains me  to see her like this ....

Don't cry too much ...it's not good for your and baby's health . I am not angry with you but I can't go back to normal in a day .
It's not anger but the hurt and to say you have hurt me badly would be an understatement.

I was living with a belief that we have developed a strong understanding....love , trust and faith on each other but when it came down crushing with your accusations....It shattered something inside me .

You claimed to love me ...but I didn't know that your love lacked trust and  that is even more important.
It made me question everything that is between us.
I won't lie but had it not been for the kids I would have never looked back at you after what you said to me that day .....I stated and she cried even more listening to me .

Tell me ....please what can I do to make everything right . I love you and trust you a lot but I know saying these are not enough now . I have hurt you and I am ready to do anything you say ....
Mei sab karne ko tayar hu .......please mujhse dur mat rahiye.....mei mar jaaugi Vardhan .....the past 3 months were hell for me ..... there was not a single second when I have not thought about you and regretted my words and actions .....

Take your time .....jitna time aapko chaiye le lo .....but mujhse itna dur mat raho ....I can't see you like this .....it's killing me every passing second .....

I know it's not easy for you to forgive me . I will earn your forgiveness but khud se mujhe dur mat karo .....I won't ask you for much ....mere se baat kar liya karo ....pehle k jese nahi to normal hi sahi .....she said holding my hand in between her palms .

Okay but you also won't cry and take care of yourself. I am here with you .....I said and she finally smiled and wiped her tears .

Hug kar sakte hai kya......she asked after a moment and I looked at her.
Only if you are okay with it .....she added with hopeful eyes .
Come ....I opend my arm and she was quick to snuggle into my chest .
She hugged me tightly and I wrapped my arms around her too ..

Ouchhhhh .....she groaned making me look at her she pouted ..
The baby kicked ....She said making me smile.
She held my hand and kept it on her stomach and after few seconds the baby kicked again and I was surprised and amazed at the little kicks .

Does it hurts you ....I asked her .
Sometimes.....she said .

I got a call from Rahul and stood up to talk to him .
She kept sitting on the bed looking at me while I talked to him .

I have to go now ...I said and she nodded standing up .
Kitne baje ka appointment hai ...I asked her and she looked at me surprised.

Aap jab bhi free ho uss time Jaa sakte hai ....she said .
Hmmm....Lunch k baad I will come to the hospital directly. Meet me there only ...I said and she nodded .

Sandhya pov-

Sandhya you need to take care of your diet . You have loosed weight in the past 3 months and it can be concerning if this trend continues.
Also you need to keep yourself hydrated .... Vaani Di said with disappointment looking at my reports .

I am sorry I will be careful from now onwards ....I said .
Vaani is there something to worry about . I mean is she and baby okay or we need to do something about the hydration or make her gain weight .....Vardhan asked .

As of now ... everything is fine but precautions lene hai and she needs to put on  some kilos.....I am suggesting some multi vitamins and also include coconut water in your diet and donot skip your meals ....Vaani Di said looking at us and we nodded .

Dehydration to honi hi thi ....saara time rone se fursat to milti nahi hai ....or weight Kam kese hua ....khaane ko nahi dete the kya tumhare ghar vaale ....Vardhan was scolding me from the time we got out of the cabin.

Sorry....I said knowing that it's of no use to argue with him and I am liking his scolding as I was craving for it from so long ..
He looks so hot when he scolds me like this .

Stop staring at me like this and have the coconut water ....He said focusing on the road .
Vardhan .....abhi ek dum se bohot saare nariyal peene se nahi Dehydration khatam hogi ....I already had one and I will drink the other after sometime.....I said as he was literally force feeding Me now .

7 coconuts a day .......ab se .....he said making me gasp.
Vardhan asse nahi hota hai ....this is too much . Juice , water , milk , butter milk....or bhi liquid cheeje hai meri diet mei .....I said .

Okay 4 coconut and that's it ...no more negotiations now ......he told me firmly and I nodded not having any other choice .

And I want you to gain atleast 3-4 kg by the end of this month .....and no fast food untill you reach the target ....he stated making me huff ..
Why did I ask him to accompany me ...I thought shaking my head .

Mujhe mall se kuch saaman bhi Lena hai ....I said and he sighed.
Kya chaiye hai ab .....he asked.
Meri breast size badh gai hai ...I need to buy some new loungries and kuch maternity gowns and Amu k liye bhi kuch cheeje Leni hai ....I said and he nodded .

We bought some clothes and accessories for Amu first and then moved toward the ladies section ..
The sales girl showed me some lacy fabric and before I could ask her to anything Vardhan interrupted.

What is all this ....show something that is more soft and comfortable...he asked feeling the fabric and the sales girl looked  embarrassed while my cheeks turned beetroot red too .

I took the bra from his hand and kept it aside .
She came with the other options and he was checking everything.....
Although I loved seeing him buying all these stuff too but at the same time feeling very shy and embarrassed too .

Okay pack all these pairs ....he asked the making me gasp .
No we don't need these much .....I said and he just ignored me and got all of them packed.

Our next stop was maternity gown and he was doing the inspection very carefully.
Hmmm...this will be very comfortable while breastfeeding....see this can be opend easily and the chain is hidden too so it won't hurt the baby too ....he said making me blush .

Vardhan.... there are other ladies too ....don't talk too loudly....I said while he just rolled his eyes going through the other gowns .

This is too big for me ...I said as he choose a XXXL  size for me .
Haan but you have still have to gain weight and you will fit into it after a few weeks ....he said making me gasp .

What ....I am ...
Before he could say anything I snatched the gown from his hand and kept it back .
I wear L now ....take XXL..not bigger then that ...I said and he sighed but thankfully didn't debated much .

Do you need anything else ....He asked and I shook my head ..
I am super tired and hungry now ...I said and he nodded and took me to a restaurant.

He ordered soup , salads and all healthy things that I didn't want to eat but has no other option .

But I am happy atleast he is talking to me now and I will do everything that makes him happy .
I have already hurt him a lot and I hate myself for doing this to him ....to the man who is my everything.

I had no plans of a double update today ....
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