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chapter 31

Mishika POV

After talking to Maa for half an hour I entered the room to find him laying on the bed lazily and talking over the phone .

I went to the washroom grabbing my night suit and changed my clothes getting rid of the saree.

I came back to the room to find him still on the phone and did my night routine.
As I got up from the dressing chair ...he patted on the mattress asking me to come to the bed making me smile shyly.

I sat on my side of bed and he finally ended the call and sighed .
Keeping the phone of the side table he turned to me and gave me a smile.

Hmmmm....toh kal aap wait kar rahi thi and I didn't came ...I am really guilty about it but I will try to compensate for it ...
So tell me what should we do .....He asked .

I laid on the bed just like him and covered my self with the duet .
Chaliye baate karte hai .....I said hugging a pillow near my chest and he chuckled.

Baate kon karta hai Mishika first night pe .....it's meant for some other purpose....he said making me widen my eyes .

What does he mean by some other purpose.....is he serious.....he really wants to do that now ......

Ohhh God but I am not prepared for it yet ...I mean I have feelings for him and is ready to give him his all rights as a husband but not at this exact moment.

I looked at him nervously....
Jiii, vo aap....matlab ki hum ....vo sab abhi ....I mean ki .....I stuttered as he was looking at me intensely without even blinking his eyes .
What has happened to him all of a sudden....why is he behaving like that ......I thought.

What happened Mishika....did I said something wrong ...Β  He asked holding my hand and I got goosebumps by his mere touch and I just shook my head as words failed to come out of my mouth.

Abhimanyuuu........I managed to wisper as he came closer .My heart was thudding loudly and I was feeling cold all of a sudden .
Hmmm....he hummed and my eyes got shut on their own as he breathed near my face .

Mishika why are you sweating all of a sudden .....he asked getting away and I looked at him with a frown .
Nahi toh asa toh kuch bhi nahi h ...I said wiping my face and he burst out laughing.

I threw a pillow at him and he laughed even more and I smiled too shaking my head ..
Ohhh God Mishka .....tum dar gai thi Naa .....He asked in between his laugh and I groaned.

How could you even think ki mei asa kuch karunga ... uff...you are some different species.....He said .

Relax yrrr asa kuch nahi hoga ...he said with a smile.
Kya khabhi nahi hoga ......I blurted out but then looked away feeling embarrassed.

Mishika....look at me ...he said holding my hand and I looked up at him .
Everything will happen only when you will be comfortable enough ....we will have that strong bond and understanding....

I am not denying you of anything. I have promised you before our marriage only that we will have an absolute normal relationship.

Although we are not consummating our marriage but I have accepted you as my wife the moment we got married and you don't have to feel insecure about it ..
Samjhi ....he said pressing my hand and I nodded with a smile.

Now that we are talking about it I want to clear things about me visiting Shreya and staying over there for the night....he said .

I didn't said anything back then because you were already hurt and me giving any sort of clarification at that time was completely useless and you were getting more angry when I was trying to explain you things in the morning.....he added and I just listened to him .

So you already know that she came on Sangeet night and was saying things about dying without me and all.
And any person wouldn't take that seriously as we say things when we are angry and hurt ....I did the same and asked her to leave .

So yesterday night one of our common friend Renuka informed me about her and she herself was very traumatized and any would be in such situation.

Although I broke up with her but it's not like I want her to die and it was equally shocking for me too .

Also Suicide is an offence so the doctor wouldn't operate without informing police as it's clearly a police case so I asked her not to panick and went to the hospital.

Renuka was crying and her clothes have blood marks too .
The doctors have already started the treatment as it was a sever cut .

As it was around 3 am so I couldn't just leave Renuka alone there in such condition and asked her to go back home ....but she denied.

We both stayed back untill morning.
Then I asked Renuka to inform Sherya's family and returned home .

I went again as the doctor has called me .
I didn't even met Shreya all this while . Even if I have met her ....I would have just scolded and warnedΒ  her for doing such things.

There were two main reasons.....first she did that because of me , second I would have done the same for any other girl too .
Things became complicated just because I had a past with her .

As a police officer I have some moral responsibility...and mei her ladki ki madat karta hu no matter who she is .
Apni personal cheeje side p rakhni padti hai .

Khud ka case hi Lelo tum ....I was helping you back then when I was in relationship with Shreya because it's my duty .

I know I should have informed you and I left just like that ....it was my mistake but at that time I was in some other zone .

And most importantly.....you need to trust me Mishika. When I say that I have moved on ....please believe me .
Kal hi nahi hua h mere breakup ...it's more then a year ...

You need to have accept my past too .
I have bitter and sweet both type of memories.
It's a fact that I was madly in love with her at some point of time but her betrayal shattered my heart.

When she came that night I felt angry and hurt . I was really upset that night as things from the past clouded my mind once again .

But then I had a confrontation with Ridhima . My decision to get married to you became more firm .

Tumse shaddi mene out of anger , hurt ya Shreya se badla lene k liye nahi ki hai .
So please ye mat socho ki mei tumhe chod dunga uske liye ya mere Dil mei uske liye phir se pyar aa jaayega ...

No, I belongs to you now. I know this fact and I respect our marriage to do any such things ..
Aur ye rishta sirf humara nahi h ....humari families bhi involved hai isme .....I would never jeopardize this under any circumstance.

Kal ko Shreya phir mere saamne aa jate toh ...I will treat her like any other girl .
You don't have to be bothered about it .....he said and I smiled at him .

I trust you and I am sorry for behaving rude to you in the morning....but mei dar gai thi ...I said with moist eyes .

Darna nahi hai na Mishika .....he said caressing my hand with the pad of his thumb and I nodded .

I forgot to tell you that the kheer was absolutely delicious.....I have a gift for you too ...vo mei kal dunga ...I am feeling lazy at this moment to get up and go to the closet....he said making me giggle.

I can wait till morning....I said .
That's like a good wife .....He said patting my head like I am some kiddo .

Abhimanyu ek baat puchu aapse .....I asked him a bit hesitantly.
Of course....you don't have to ask .....he said reassuring me .

Kya aap mujhe pasand karte hai ....I asked .
I mean like in a sense as a person and as a woman and also like .....I was not able to find the correct word .

I do ....and in every sense he said .
I liked you as a person in our first meeting only . You know Mishika people like you are so rare who fight for others ...who helps others out of humanity and not for any gains .. selflessly.

You are a strong woman Mishika who knows how to stand against all the odds ....he said making me smile.

Do you also want to know if I am attracted to you or like you in that way ......he asked after a moment and I nodded biting my lips.
How did he find out that I wanted to ask him about it .

The answer is again yes....I like you ...he said and I blushed hard .
And I like you even more when you blush like this and gets shy ...he said with a chuckle and I covered my face with the blanket to hide from him as it's too much for me to take and he laughed out loud ..

He pulled away the blanket making me giggle.
We talked about our hobbies....our likes and dislikes....our daily routine.....our future ....and ai didn't even know when I slept while taking to him .

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